Thursday, April 28, 2005

What my friend said

Temenku bilang

Semakin dalam luka yang didapat
Dan semakin lebar jurang kepedihan yang terbentang
Kalo kita bisa melaluinya
Maka kita akan menjadi orang yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya

In A Rush

it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside how i try to express
whats been troublin' my mind
but still i cant find the words
but i know that somethings got a hold of me it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside baby someday ill find a way to say
just what you mean to me
but if that day never comes along
and you dont hear this song
i guess you'll never know it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel in
feel what i feel inside and when i say inside i mean deep
you fill my soul
and thats something i cant explain
its over me cuz it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside it came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Today

Kemaren ikutan meeting Rotaract. Humm... ada yang cakep.. huheuehuehuehueh.. so my type, cute, chubby, shy.. hum hum hum... But why you dressed like that? Pake kaus yang biasa dibuat bobo??
Ampun deh...
But he's not loosing his charm.. on me of course!

Ah ya, kemaren juga ditawarin buat ikut konferensi Asia-Pasifik di Taiwan, but takutnya kebentur ama Pra_jabatan, yang juga penting.... banget, ga mungkin ditinggalin.

Trus.. kenapa aku sekarang jadi orang yang beda yah>
Mellow, gampang sedih...

Tapi aku ga akan nunjukkin kesedihanku pada sembarang orang.
Kalo aku bisa sampe nangis didepan orang itu, berarti orang itu deket banget sama aku.
Punya arti yang khusus.
Trus aku ga sembarangan nangis tentang sesuatu.
Kecuali untuk orang yang benar2 aku cintai.

Friday, April 15, 2005

Tear Apart #3

Akhir Cerita Cinta - Glenn Fredly

Sandiwarakah selama ini
Setelah sekian lama kita telah bersama
Inikah akhir cerita cinta
Yang slalu aku banggakan
Didepan mereka

Entah dimana kusembunyikan rasa malu
Oh...

Kini harus aku lewati
Sepi hariku
Tanpa dirimu lagi
Biarkan kini ku berdiri
Melawan waktuku
Untuk melupakanmu
Walau pedih hati
Namun aku bertahan

Tear Apart #2

Evanescence - Missing Lyrics
Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"isn’t something missing? "

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

[chorus]
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me? "

[chorus]

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...

[chorus]

Tear Apart #1

LOVE OF MY LIFE
by: Queen


Love of my life - you've hurt me,

You've broken my heart and now you leave me,

Love of my life can't you see,

Bring it back, bring it back

Don't take it away from me, because you don't know-,

What it means to me


Love of my life don't leave me,

You've taken my love, you now desert me,

Love of my life can't you see,

Bring it back, bring it back,

Don't take it away from me because you don't know-

What it means to me.


You won't remember -

When this is blown over

And everything's all by the way -

When I get older

I will be there at your side to remind you

How I still love you - still love you.


Back - hurry back,

Please bring it back home to me,

because you don't know what it means to me -

Love of my life

Love of my life...

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

family

Orang itu.. selalu berubah yah...
Tapi kenapa harus berubah menjadi jelek?
Padahal dia adalah satu2nya orang yang kamu miliki
Kamu cintai
Yang ga mungkin dia berstatus jadi "mantan "
Sedihnya..

Padahal dia orang yang jadi panutan
Dia adalah ur ultimate idol...
Tapi kok mengecewakan yh...
Sedihnya..

Ini akan berlangsung lama..
Lama banget sebelum dia jadi orang yang kamu kenal dulu..
Dan orang itu kakakmu..